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sick persyn feelingz
so i have my show with Le1f tomorrow and my lungs are wheezy and they hurt and i have been stretched so thin between finishing all the bright threadz work and keeping up my exercise and organising the tour. ugh. it’s probably just pre-show jitters and i’ll be fine tomorrow, but between printing, rehearsing and sound checking i don’t know when i will get time to do some proper exercise and treatment. IDK. last time i play i could feel the words deflating on me because i couldn’t catch my breath enough to keep up my raps.
i feel like this always happens tho, i get close to some great dream and my little backwards genes swell up and my lungs grow tight, just so this judiciary condition can remind me who i am really beholden to - not my dreams but the anticipation of the end of those dreams & the coughing fit that i have to wake up to every morning since the day i was born.
#YOLOL #2k13 #sometimesillnesssucks #butalsoi’mgettingtoplaywithLe1f #andthisisthemostmajorbrightthreadzever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #soi’mtryingtofocusontheskyline,yo